Things That Make You Go...

02.04.14 (Day 101)

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Day 101 and more than 101 things I'd like to throw in Room 101 but here's a selection:

• Library computers: one hour


• Restricted access to websites if you're lucky enough to have your own laptop (I waited three months for mine and I may as well not have it because of the restrictions)


• Toilets: out of order


• Nearest toilets: closed


• No public access to mains electricity

(How the fuck are people supposed to fucking live!?)

• Access to various parts of Tonbridge: closed for roadworks


• DWP: always holding out hoops to be jumped through, then you jump and they move them


• Lack of sleep


• House guest soiling the place


• Mum doesn't want to be mentioned in the blog any more


• Things I miss (which is an entire separate list longer than 101 items)


• eBay


• Thieves


• Things going missing / stolen


• The police (HI! I have a stutter, "Cunt, cunt, cunt, cunt, constable")


• People


• Family


• Friends


• Life


• Depression


• OCD


• Lack of food


• Lack of accessible support


• Traffic lights only changing to let one cross when there's no fucking traffic


• Needing to get to Tunbridge Wells for food and being prevented from doing so


• Getting home from Tunbridge Wells on the one train per fucking hour


• Various ailments and injuries


• Having to phone the doctors' surgery at 8 am, it then taking 45 minutes to get through, only be told that all appointments for the day have been taken


• One way tickets: to the hospital and police station


• Aspergers


• (Windows insisting that "Aspergers" is spelt "Jaspers", "Peppergrass" or "Grasper")


• Just things


• Etcetera


• Etcetera


• Etcetera


• (The list goes on. And on. And on...)

The silver lining in the dark clouds:

• Reading


• Writing


• God


• 42

(Things that make you give thanks)